Monday, December 3, 2007

The Meaning of Love

Does real, true love really exist in society today... or is it something I can never experience? By letting go of love does that really mean if it comes back it's really love or does it mean you should really just let it go.


I know for sure that God loves me beyond my wildest imagination and right now He desires that I love Him with all of me. I am grateful for the opportunity to have loved. And maybe I should not be speaking so candidly about something so personal but I feel even if it helps one soul that it is worth it.


To lose true love can feel like a part of my heart is missing but I know that through Christ it is fulfilled. I know that no matter what He can hold me and comfort me in such a way that I cannot even begin to describe but to be filled with His presense and his glory is beyond my human words. I have a love inside that no one else could ever replace or take away. I am so excited to be chosen by God to even speak His holy name.


Some people think that they don't deserve that kind of love or that it could never exist and that it must cost something. The moment that I chose to make Jesus my Lord and Savior it changed me. Yeah I have the same body, and I have the same thoughts at times but I can honestly say that throughout this year alone I have changed in more ways than one. I am more beautiful and passionate on the inside. God has shown me grace so that I can help someone else see that grace that He desires for every human on earth to experience for themselves.


So to me, the meaning of love is GOD. It cannot be found in any other form. Some people may not understand all of what I'm talking about or even know what is going on in my life but just know I am continuously changing and God is not finished yet!

And remember through this holiday season the reason we all come together is to celebrate JESUS! Don't be disappointed if you don't get what you think you should have got because if you got Him then what more could you ask for? God is the greatest gift, don't forget to celebrate Him!